I wanna get better at drawing, i've 90% recovered from a sickness. I have tomorrow to do whatever I want...

My goals are immense, almost impossible... I want to create a webcomic, a game, animations and so much more... I have to keep reminding myself to just take it one step at a time

So I'll start with my webcomic and bit by bit, increase my skills in illustration. I don't know if I can do it all, my only wish is to not die before making these dreams come true. Life should be starting soon, I almost can't wait, but I've waiting for years before this so maybe I'm used to it... I don't know what I'll feel when I get there. I just want to get better, I need to get better, I want to, I really need to... It's gonna be 3 AM soon and I'm rambling these thoughts...

Everyday feels so empty unless I'm thinking of these stories, unless I keep making something... I need to, I will, I have to.

You know... I think the worst sin anyone can inflict upon another is to ruin someone's potential, to steal or stop their creation... Am I doing that to myself? Am I incapable of fueling my creations... I'm tired and brutally confused... I should be fine right? I'll get there some day :)