mostly crossposted from elsewhere(with some updates)

late 1990s to early 2000s

I first got into web browsing when my older computer(that uses windows 95(sometimes, Windows 98), later this computer died for good) got Dial-up modem where I actually online myself since the early 2000s, where some of my favorite websites back then were Foxkids dot com as well Bionicle dot com(latter is one of my older and former fandoms) as well official websites of my favorite things back then. not to mention I also played Flash games a lot in either the official website of whoever develops Hangaroo

mid-late 2000s

in 2005, I got a new computer that runs on Windows XP where I got into new games like C&C series and Warcraft 3 as well I also surfing on old Internet cafe(such as Zam-Zam warnet in Sarijadi, even when this internet cafe eventually goes out of business from a heist whose perpetrators are all gunned down to death).

in 2006 I make my own custom round-set for Ricochet Lost World where I posted it online on it’s dedicated website, as well I first got into Ufology(and to any extent, Astrobiology) likely due to my Kingdom Hearts fandom. a year later, I hung out online on Wikipedia(back when that site doesn’t deny (so-called) conspiracy theories just as much as of nowadays, and back then, I’m still fairly new to ‘Conspiracy Theories’) as well as securing Wikipedia pages to my hard drives(even when something gets rid of them later), then I take residence in Friendster and I’ve become netizen where I open up a bunch of social media accounts in 2008-2009: Blogger, Deviantart, Steam, Paypal(not used as much as others here), and so on(including Titansgo dot net and (pre-reboot) KHinsider forums where I got perma-banned from those 2 forums likely back then I was more immature than now where I ban-evading on these forums). during these days, I come across a Kingdom Hearts fancomic that temporarily did scared me from eating Duck Meats(until I managed to get over this sometime later), I also buy Deviantart premium membership(that’s later become core membership where back when it before core membership, I can’t afford it’s expiration. and I first bought Deviantart’s Premium membership to (vainly) find anything in Deviantart that lost to sands of time). my fandoms back then are Teen Titans, Heroes, Pokemon, Digimon, Kingdom Hearts, The World Ends With You, and FF series as well Chzo Mythos(I quit FF Series later in the end of 2008 for some reasons, and back in 2008, I’m not as selective as my current self in regard of favorite characters from these series).

in 2009, I got into bunch of new Interests/fandoms(that’s largely just renaissance of my middle school fandoms, with some brand new interest/fandoms like Iji), in this year, I also no longer like certain characters from my favorite series(even when it’s used to be my favorite): notably Cyborg from Teen Titans as well Daisuke, Miyako, Iori, and Ken from Digimon. I also make a bunch of shitty crossovers as usual(that I considers shitty not only they’re crappier than my Mega-crossover project I currently working on) in this year(including Syndrome the Cheater and my shitty attempt to do a Forum-based play-by-post RPG game). I also start to got into Anunnaki conspiracy stuff(possibly since earlier). around this times, I learned in somewhat a hard way, that Photobucket was a cesspool of Recolors, making me hate Recolors(even before I become a Sonic fan). I also began to active in Abovetopsecret dot com(back when this was better website than nowadays not only it’s now overrun by useful idiots(term of someone that misinforms people over unknown knowledge IRL) as well dogmatic skeptics that tends to called out anyone that pointed out their mistakes “Anti-science” no matter how right those that called out them) 1 year after I taking residence there where at least some of my posts there are bollocks(notably Carnivorous reptilian Anunnaki eats people by nanomachines in their prey’s mass graves as well Atmospheric Beasts being Utility fogs) which proven as such by something I considers Holy Grail of conspiracy and fringe research, and that’s The Antichrist Dajjal Series(not that Reptilian Resistance version, even when that version has any truths. we’re talking about one made by Non-Denominational Muslim that’s later converts into Shia) where this also debunks Zecharia Sitchin(often by exposing him as Useful idiot) without completely debunking Anunnaki itself. pretty much lot of things that I believe that people calls as conspiracy theory are no more of a conspiracy theory than the facts that Humans in Pokemon world can develop Superpowers without being magically become a Pokemon.

2010s-now

in the year 2010, I proposes 2 big projects: a (Now-scrapped) Command and Conquer Generals: Zero Hour mod project, and a Massive-crossover that’s (initially) made to resurrects 2 film genres: Parody(this was dropped in order to make this project more serious) and 2d-animated movies. and this was started out as The Spongebob Squarepants Movie’s fan sequel that mutates into Massive-crossover that’s bigger than Who Framed Roger Rabbit, Cartoon All-Stars to the Rescue, South Park’s Imaginationland Trilogy, and Undocumented Features combined together(even when this considered Pooh’s Adventures, there’s some franchises that’s can’t join this project for whatever reason: from Thomas the Tank Engine(to avoid this project from being too similar to Actual Pooh’s Adventures) to those that written by writers like Anne Rice(for legal reasons, only handful of those that can’t join this mega-crossover project for this reason and with the exception of non-Sonic Archie Comics, the rest of this are exclusively literature category-wise) where this magnum opus crossover project was named Ani-Toonspiracy(this also started as random crossover I posted on Fallout Studios forums whereas I develop this into Magnum Opus, I drop a considerable amount of things from here). both of those 2 projects have things in commons: they have Anunnaki for antagonists(at least in terms of arsenals). I also posted early versions of Ani-Toonspiracy in both Indietalk and Newgrounds forums where I eventually rewrite either into Scripts(that take me 2 years). shortly after I first heard The Antichrist Dajjal Series(which I consider it the holy grail of fringe research since most other materials for studying subjects like what TADS deal in depth is plagued with disinfos spread by useful idiots that Illuminati employs to get around “Anyone can’t hide their secret for too long” thing (as their Xanatos Gambits) that applies to even Illuminati themselves. even it’s 2nd semester begin to increasingly biased due to Abdullah Hashem’s later newfound sectarianism), I got into altered state that makes Spongebob, Patrick, Sandy, and Squidward (Spongebob Squarepants); Sora, Riku, Kairi, Donald, and Goofy (Kingdom Hearts); Ash, Misty, Tracey, and Melody (Pokemon); Taichi, Yamato, Sora, Mimi, Koshiro, Joe, Takeru, and Hikari (Digimon); and Robin, Starfire, Beast Boy, and Raven (Teen Titans) my most favorite characters(later, my favorite Spongebob characters are ditched from my most favorite characters), I also plays both TNT Evilution and the Plutonia Experiment(since Final Doom is canon to classic Doom, though former have Doomguy skipped good chunk of it’s 20th level with his newfound jumping ability) as well I also plays all 4 games of Chzo Mythos(of it’s special editions in following order: 5 Days a Stranger, 7 Days a Skeptic, Trilby Notes, and 6 Days a Sacrifice. after they're available for free to download) to knows Chzo Mythos very well in order to crossovers this series with Ani-Toonspiracy Project, during the rewriting of Ani-Toonspiracy into script, I found the website dedicated to this project. I also found my youtube channel in year 2010, and I got into Warhammer 40k(either due to C&C4 being Dawn of War 2 reskin), I also further give up KH3 in favor of Ani-Toonspiracy

in 2011, during the opening of the year, I come across article that later in 2020s become more relevant than ever. I also contact another Pokefan whose favorite Pokemon anime characters are just like me: both I and him have Ash, Misty, Tracey, and Melody for favorite Pokemon characters, and he gave me the best ideas ever for making Pokemon anime Less Sucky(from making Tracey accompanies Ash and company to Johto(and later regions) instead of becoming Professor Oak’s assistant cuz when Professor Oak have Tracey for his assistant, Ash gave away his stronger Pokemon here every time he goes to new regions so this crush his chance to become Pokemon master in a more reasonable timeframe) even when I went with my own(at least in the part after Ash finish Johto he continues his journey to Hoenn instead of simply ending his journey after Johto even when both of his and my ideas involves Ash wins Johto league), this idea carries over to my mega-crossover project as a workaround for Pokemon Anime universe that used there(due to brainstorming with him). I also temporarily hate My Little Pony Friendship is Magic cuz of CollossalStinker only to later, I no longer hate MLP:FIM anymore cuz of (now-deactivated) Crossover-Lover56(whose contacted me out of my Warhammer 40k fandom). following my brainstorming with my former friend over fixing Pokemon Anime, someone once known as Flippythekiller(later known as Paytonitheperv) contacted me to put his HTF OC named after himself in my movie project, I asked him to write spin-off to greatly Expands the setting of my mega-crossover project not only even 3-hour long movie has limits when it comes to the crossovers it can fit there(too bad, the spin-off later written by me instead of himself, as he's worse writer than me(at the time) even when he thinks my works can't be better than Actual Pooh's Adventures, though at least it makes Happy Tree Friends, Mario bros, Sonic the Hedgehog, and My Little Pony Friendship is Magic my biggest fandoms following Warhammer 40k) as well this was start renaissance of 2 of my older fandoms: Flame of Recca and Isami Shinsengumi into 2 of my biggest current fandoms and obsessions, I also write Countdown to 2012 Trilogy(that’s started out as the Ultimate Crossover Movie’s flashback sequence for Heroes representative there) to fit other Heroes, Metal Slug, and Sonic the Hedgehog characters to Ani-Toonspiracy. the spin-off of Ani-Toonspiracy are coming to play on me canceling C&C Generals 2012:ID4 mod project either for reasons listed here, ironically following myself canceling C&C Generals Zero Hour mod proect, EA announces Generals 2(only to be canceled later). plus, I took residence on HTFSocial where it’s quite possibly one of the most Toxic online community I took part on(even when some HTFSocial regs aren’t that bad) since Kiwifarms. there’s also 1-year hiatus of Happy Tree Friends where HTF is Dead joke that it’s creator cracks comes to play on making HTF fanbase FUBAR(where the featuring of All Work and no Belay in HTF’s official website nails this to happen). this year is also where the problems of deviantart that bothered even me started to bothered me: "Hacker alert" hoax chainletters(this predated most of other deviantart problems that make so many people gives up using that site)

in 2012, I ceased contacts with one that give me best idea for fixing Pokemon anime(where the part of I parting ways with him symbolically written to timeline where Ash wins Johto: in my take, Ash and friends continues their journey to Hoenn after many secrets revealed. but in his take, Ash and friends simply ends their journeys after Ash wins Johto. not to mention when I adopts his headcannon of Tracey being Ash’s Half-brother(even when this isn’t mutually exclusive to him), I do different spin on this: instead of Ash and Tracey having same father but different mother, both have same mother but different father instead)., likely he’s treats his favorite Pokemon characters in his writing like Frank Miller treats DC Comics characters in his own writing. around at the same time, following HTFSocial bannhammering me, one of it’s people harasses living hell out of me(and results of people defame my work) likely due to his friend named TerraTerraCotta overreacting to my ideas. I make TVTropes’ entry of my Mega-crossover project only to be cut(where my response of TVtropes rejecting my ideas is making Hitler Video from Downfall movie year later from here). Cybermon contacted me. not to mention I finished working on Ani-Toonspiracy’s main story script. and in the end, I finish final parts of Countdown to 2012 trilogy(where it’s about Archie Comics exclusive Sonic characters). plus I first got into Team Fortress 2 for being fandom of someone that owns HTF OC(that’s become main star in Ani-Toonspiracy’s spin-off). not to mention the writing of Spin-off(at first it will written by Payton) is up to me instead of Payton himself. I joined Sprite Wars for being another crossover between Metal Slug and Warhammer 40k, only to got banned permanently from there for advertising my project there. I also got into Angry Birds where I collects the Plush toys of it’s characters. InovationHTF quits deviantart due to her lack of drawing skills without HTF style. Abobo’s Big Adventures come out(the only gripe I have with this game is: whoever make this flash game about Crossover betweeen NES Games is too lazy to work around clashing art styles, which tends to bound to plague crossovers). HTFSocial regs also banned TroyHoward from even Deviantart. my online tracking of Abdullah Hashem and his associates are also leads to myself trying Shia Islam once(much like Bart Simpson’s temporary conversion into Catholicism, except largely non-practicing and in my case, it’s about Islam instead of Christianity. and I left Shia Islam shortly after Abdullah Hashem’s betrayal) due to Ahmad Al-Hassan that they recently follows are later revealed to be CIA-created False Prophet. I also pitched another crossover idea(that’s basically my Super Smash Brothers fan Idea) into IdeaWiki. I finished rewriting the Ultimate Crossover Movie into script as well writing Ani-Toonspiracy’s spin-off for myself(cuz at the time, Flippythekiller can’t write for shit. proving he’s worse writer than me, this was one of the reasons behind abrupt scrapping of his FlippyxFlaky comic, as I finds out it's basically Sonichu rebranded with HTF characters) and posted the last part of Countdown to 2012 trilogy(this is to fit other Sonic characters to my mega-crossover project). I also goes into MCU Movies in this year

in 2013, I post Ani-Toonspiracy: the Spin-off(extended edition) in my main website and I don’t update that blog for a while. TerraTerraCotta’s friend from HTFSocial continues harassed me on my Mega-crossover project’s website where this come to play to makes me found HTFSocial’s reincarnation in Chatango, 1 year later. launched petition to cancels Spongebob’s 2nd movie in favor of Ani-Toonspiracy in in terms of Spongebob’s sequel only to have that petition closed down by me. also launched Indiegogo campaign to fund my mega-crossover project to be animated only to have that Indiegogo campaign later shut down by me(even when this project is still continued anyway). I made first version of Hitler reacts video over TVtropes rejecting my project from their site. my own hatedom toward Famous Youtubers like Pewdiepie and Markiplier, Creepypastas that aren’t SCP Foundation, Thomas the Tank Engine, Total Drama, and later Five Nights at Freddy’s are overshadows my own Hannah Montana, High School Musical, Jonas Bros, Twilight, Justin Bieber, and iCarly hatedoms as my project become my magnum opus. there’s deviantart drama involving Josiepink64 and my friend(at the time known as tigerbreath13) where this introduced me to LeafyRiu(I commission her to draw my favorite characters where I drop Spongebob characters from there and finally, she refunded me points just before she blocked me). there's schism in HTF Fanon wiki where it's people falsely accuses me of stealing Payton's HTF OC until I managed to apologizes to Payton so I can use his HTF OC in my mega-crossover project among others as long as I state he’s belong to his creator instead of mine everytime I use it for whatever(even when too bad, he's later become enemies with both me and HTF fanon Wiki people), as I finds out that his HTF OC was Sonichu-grade(upon later dissection of imageboard post that he posted anonymously to shit-talking me), I attempt on writinghim better than his creator did, by making his HTF OC Tiger General’s son that raised by Buddhist Monkey after given to him by Flippy only to have this HTF OC later joined Cuddles, Toothy, Petunia, Flaky, Nutty, and Sniffles in an Orphanage, where magic spells he learned overshadows them. I also goes into Universescollideinc’s mega-crossover where it comes to play on ditching my favorite Spongebob Characters from my favorite characters lineup that consists Sora, Riku, Kairi, Donald, and Goofy (Kingdom Hearts); Ash, Misty, Tracey, and Melody (Pokemon); Taichi, Yamato, Sora, Mimi, Koshiro, Joe, Takeru, and Hikari (Digimon); and Robin, Starfire, Beast Boy, and Raven (Teen Titans) besides my Happy Tree Friends and Warhammer 40k fandoms. and TADS 3rd Semester(that’s unusually short as this has only 15-16 episodes) come out.

I Join Spritewars dot Com out of loss of Metal Slug Database to the sands of time only to got permabanned twice from there due to use of an Alternate account, but at least I make some new friends from that site. I also become Whale in 2014 where I regret over this not only this scares my parents from using credit cards. I also finished uploading the entire 1st semester of The Antichrist Dajjal Series to Mediafire. I found kiwifarms from now-deleted Pooh's Adventures of Chris Chan youtube video where this make me founds Kiwifarms(at the time, known as Cwcki forums) where botched undercover there comes to play on someone else attacking me for the same reason a HTFSocial regular user did, at worse extent later in early 2017. I also goes undercover on HTFSocial’s reincarnation at Chatango where I finds out that Innocent-darkside’s harassment on me was result of TerraTerraCotta’s overreaction to my stuff, and then Joestronger called me out over this 2 times. I also plan on making Pooh’s Adventures parody about Michael Shermerand his like-minded people's works only to got dropped due to Pooh’s Adventures’ Islamophobic hatedom in 2015. and Deviantart plagiarized a logo of a Russian Train company

in 2015, Charlie Hebdo make Deviantart extremely islamophobic(people forgetting that 2 of it's victims are Muslims) so this prompts Deviantart admins to sold Deviantart into Wix 2 years later, Zamii incident makes me no longer hate Steven Universe(I used to kinda hate the show a bit back when I first got into it). I first open my Patreon. even I stops Following Abdullah Hashem as my friend from Paltalk named HussainTheShortcomer pointed out at the time Abdullah Hashem and the Ansari respond video come out. I also got into both Jakarta and Indonesia comic cons. and I updated Hitler video(that I made over TVtropes rejecting my work). not to mention I start to tiers my fandoms. I play Cities: Skylines(bootleg one, Steam one in 2016) likely due to EA shuts down Maxis Emeryville and as ode to Simcity series(that I left from myself giving up running Simcity 4(bootleg one(where myself giving up running this program makes me left Simcity series), I later buys it from gog.com) on my computers). Zamii incident makes me no longer hate Steven Universe(I used to hate the show(a bit) back when I first hear it), same with Undertale. Illuminati murdered Monty Oum. Premium Membership become Core Membership(which cost more and has fewer features than vanilla premium membership).

in 2016, as there’s no more TADS episode come out(likely from my friend pointing out Abdullah Hashem’s downfall), I prompted to research things TADS covers on my own often by pushing my mind to the limits, I push myself to deduces world’s mysteries(often from using (older) The Antichrist Dajjal Series’ videos for research) so I came to conclusion that there’s facts that most people considers fantasy no matter how real it is, often from being labelled as "Conspiracy Theory" by Media, this help me to solve Loch Ness monster mystery by explaining Nessies as Extinct Dinosaurs(in this case, plesiosaurs) that either time travels to modern times with Ley-line nexus in Loch Ness lake. I become more Active in Steam thanks to Cities: Skylines(this makes I also start actually played Team Fortress 2 cuz of BlizzardBlast101). I also re-establishing contacts with my older friends from my Middle School. I also start(possibly earlier) to hate Digimon Adventure 02(usually as an Actual show) often for the same reasons I hate Current Seasons of Pokemon anime. I also start to re-establish contacts with my former Middle-school classmates in Facebook

in the late 2016-early 2017, someone found me likely from Kiwifarms’ temporary merger with Encyclopedia Dramatica forums where he attacked me for the same reason a HTFSocial regular did, but on worse extent. worse when I blocked him for first time, he asked me to unblock himself in the comment section of Hitler Video I made over TVtropes rejecting my works from their site, and I fell to him there and then it’s worst days ever online. until Universescollideinc blocked him and I blocked him again, he then attacked me in youtube video where I fell to him and block-evades me with his either older accounts, he rubbish my work often just because he got triggered over subject matters my work deals upon often in depth, and following his calling out he’s hypocritical Canon Extremist(of both Real Life and Fiction), due to sheer possibility of deviantart staff take his side instead of mine in this drama, I ended up resorting to using Change.org Online petition to dealing with SafeInternetProtocol. around this time, Deviantart is bought by Wix where Wix eventually forces eclipse into everyone that uses Deviantart in 20th of May 2020. during final chat with Mike Maloney(which renders me unfriends Abdullah Hashem in Facebook), I further finds out that Abdullah Hashem has fallen from grace. I got into Overwatch and joins my fandoms as the newest one(as a bandwagon, it’s definitely better than FNAF one) and it’s become one of the newest thing that joins my mega-crossover project. I also has researched that with the exception of X-men Evolution, other X-men cartoons are all sets in Earth-616-like Marvel universes so we gone with X-men evolution as Marvel Universe that got same treatment with Happy Tree Friends and Warhammer 40.000 universes in Ani-toonspiracy cuz X-men evolution are closest thing to be animated equivalent of FOX’ X-men movies(in terms of having mutants as the Only Superpowered Beings that exist there). I also added Digimon X-evolution as a Digimon universe that suffers same fate with Warhammer 40k and HTF universes in Ani-Toonspiracy. I further re-establishing contacts with my old friends from my middle school through friending them on Social Media. and I finally got real life people that can realizes my Mega-crossover project better than virtually anyone else on internet. plus I come across imageboard post that shit-talks me and my project where I finds out it’s anonymous poster was none other than Flippythekiller aka Paytonitheperv where I finds out his HTF OC was Happy Tree Friends equivalent of Sonichu.

in 2018, TADS is back, except it’s more downhill than ever, and Abdullah Hashem openly assumes that Dajjal is Imam Mahdi further makes him failed even me in the Black banners’ video about Earth Mysteries. I posted sneak peek of Ani-Toonspiracy’s spin off in my youtube(shortly after someone once known as Paytonitheperv roasted my work in his stream(that ironically, downloaded to my hard drives for self-deprecations) where I left him alone after my disagreements with him, where any later interaction between me and him are declared guilty pleasures of both sides). not to mention in this year, I attends Indonesia Comic Con 2018. I also first asked Sora, Riku, Kairi, Donald, and Goofy (Kingdom Hearts); Ash, Misty, Tracey, and Melody (Pokemon anime); Robin, Starfire, Beast Boy, and Raven (noughties’ Teen Titans cartoon); Taichi, Yamato, Sora, Mimi, Koshiro, Joe, Takeru, and Hikari (Digimon); Recca, Domon, Fuko, Mikagami, and Koganei (Flame of Recca); and Isami, Toshi, and Soshi (Isami Shinsengumi) interacting with TF2 Mercenaries and Overwatch characters to TimoArtist(later become TimothyThePainter) where this make me wait forever quite literally until TimothyThePainter scraps this likely from my impatience. in 2019 another cousin of mine got married, and the first part of Ani-Toonspiracy: the Spin-off come out. Crossover-lover56 blocked everyone else including me before finally deactivates(in late 2017) where I did suspect his suicide IRL.

in 2019-2020, I first realizes that John7321(which favebombs my Deviantart posts) are favebots(even when I blocked it too late) as well something opened my eyes to bots that randomly fave deviations by hijacking old accounts. as well due to sheer impossibility of my stuff taking the world by storm(cuz of Deviantart staff favor Professional/Popular/Big artists and always promotes them but never on smaller people such as myself) this keeps me from fully-redeem myself from my request-spamming antics(another reason I suffer this was: my tendencies of rushing artworks(which make me give up art-trades) as well I relied on Deviantart points for paying commissions there(which's one of EclipseArt's update that make points useless in hands of free members)). these deviantart problems are even worse from Deviantart Eclipse's permanence. not to mention there's mentally unstable people that overwhelms Deviantart server with countless sock accounts(among them, spammer named Tikilla). also in 2020, I give up playing Overwatch as I finds out Warcraft 3 Reforged fiasco turns Blizzard Entertainment into new Electronic Arts so I even goes as far as getting rid of my Blizzard account, and revisit pirated classic Warcraft 3.

in 2021, there's scammer that nearly cost me my steam account Until I managed to get my steam account back, as well I tried Buzzlyart out of my desperation for new deviantart alternatives(after I'm tired of waiting for either artrise and artspacious, even when former scrapped before see the light of the day while latter still have any chance to see the light of the day, it just latter's devs only work on the site when they're not busy from their IRL jobs)

in 2022, in addition of I accidentally murdering my old PC that uses 32-bit Windows XP, Deviantart goes downhill further where one of things that killed Deviantart for me further was: It's broken search there. as well failures of new deviantart alternatives such as Sheezyart(which I tried out of myself tired of waiting for Artspacious and Artrise, it just dies twice in early 2022) as well Buzzlyart(from it's drama wasted it badly) makes me stuck in Deviantart, not to mention Deviantart's trend-chasings did killed the site further for everyone. good thing about 2022 here is: I tried even this very site(where it's journal feature can makes me more active here) among bunch of others such as Artfol, Itaku, and Inkblot.art as I'm waiting for Artspacious, Artrise is dead in late 2021(where whatever I revisits Artrise's discord server, it's abandoned and locked)

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