depression gives me psychosis" los traumitas ocultos no los van a revisar pq eso seria hacer su trabajo y no lo van a aser nmm bienbenuto al averaze monster coMSUMER PESNABA que ibas a estar afk poir 9 añios ngl
@Camazotz || Journal Entry
Masiel U
more of le psych saga
30 Apr 2024, 04:06 AM
went to the psychiatrist she confirmed depression gives me psychosis and prescribed me pills and they work kind of,, i’d say… they make me sleep 4 like 16-20 hours a day but i’ve been sustaining on monsters (the drink) to stay awake lmaoo, the meds make me feel no emotions either but that’s better than feeling everything at once i guess, i look back at things i said, did, thought and wanted to do and yeah of course i was delusional and i don’t want to get like that again. it’s scary how fast it evolved in the span of a year, it was taking everything from me.
and now my mind is so clear
God, I knew it was rough, but not that rough. I've been in a bit of a rut myself this past week and while nowhere near as severe, is it ever easy to get trapped in a loop: bad sleep begets bad temper feeding back and forth with poor cognition, causing work to slip, causing bad sleep from playing catch-up into the night.
Glad to hear you're on the mend.
I'm morbidly reminded of the National Geographic article on traumatic brain injury ("shell shock" is more literal than most people think): there was a photo of one veteran with something like fifty different meds laid out over his table, half of which were to counteract the side effects of the other.
But yeah: the most important bodily routine is also the easiest to screw up. "Intelligent Design" my [REDACTED].